im so sick of everything. my best friend gets drunk and treats me like a piece of shit. that was great. one of my other best friends is like dying inside and i cant stand to see it and i feel like im dying with her. my family isnt even a family anymore my stepdad called my mom a fucking bitch last nite and she was so upset she just didnt let it ( Read more... )

i need to get out of my house ( Read more... )

k so i can never keep a real journal and i probablly should because i have alot of problems. :) so yeah this is at least worth a try. when something happens ill keep you posted. all i did today was go shopping with my grandma and now im waiting for Tanner to wake up so we can hang out. cuze i miss my brother. thats about all.