Now that I havn't been here for a gazillion years I think that I could have found the man of my dreams and to think that I have felt nothing but hate toward him for so long just is amazing that I could feel so good about him now, no he is not everything that I have written down so many times of who the perfect guy might be but I don't want him to ( Read more... )

Well I though that my world was ending yesterday, but after the events of today I am convinced that it is all going to be ok and that I will not be forced to yell at anyone and blame them for the way I feel just so that I dont have to deal with the reality that I have chosen my path and the way that I am. This is me and I don't like it I would give ( Read more... )

My actions have gotten me to the place that I am right now and I know that I will never be where I was before. And that is with him holding me close and telling me that I am safe in his arms, telling me that there is nothing to fear and that I will never have to worrie, that all he needs me to do is breath and he will handle the rest. But now I ( Read more... )