It just took a minute to fall
My heart wasn't breaking at all
When you said to me
You were right where you wanted to be
Just when I thought we were fine
Your eyes seem the same
You're not mine
You tell me to call
Pick-up and say nothing at all

You mean half of the words that you say
You love me and hate me
All in the same day
It's broke and just ( Read more... )

less than 4 months..
and we'll be done. yay!  =-)

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i should really be sleeping right now
but its hard to sleep when you have so much on your mind.
it's like the wheel just keeps spinning and there's
nothing I can do but continue to let it turn.

less than 4 months until we graduate..
then i can put this all behind me.
it will be called my past,
not my future.

i want to let go of this.
of everything that is ( Read more... )

so i basically wrote a fake letter to him
explaining everything im feeling.
and it kinda helped me.
i mite have to keep that up.

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so seriously,
thank god there's only 4 months left of highschool
and then we're done. ((thanks for the count madi))
i dont know how much more of this i can take.
and yes jordan, i'll admit it now,
its finally gotten to me.

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i thought you were different
i guess i was wrong
screw that
im done.

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please write in your journals!!
i miss talking to you guys thru these!

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wow i can't stand brentwood anymore.
i want away from everything that represents it
and anything that reflects it.
please stop doing this to me.

i just want to move!!

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so today was fun! =-)
thank you for putting up with my indecisiveness and hyperness.
and no, that was not meant to rhyme. =-p
i love hanging out with you guys.333
yay to waving at kids in cars!
lol

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i've simmered down.
there's so much to type but i dont even know where to start.
life is crazy.
i think reid and i are growing apart
and i dont know what to do
nor if i want to do anything about it.
ahh. life is complicated.
but i guess thats okay since we're all leaving
and going to college in about oh...
8 or so months!!
amazing, i know.
im so excited, it ( Read more... )