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Aug 02, 2006 22:38

everything is pretty much awful. i am so under satisfied with how my life is right now. after everything i've accomplished and how far i've pushed myself and all this stupid time and energy i feel like i'm still fighting and losing the same battles. 4 years at lasalle, 2 years at stop and shop, 18 years with my parents, multiple boyfriends, tons ( Read more... )

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girl_named_goo August 3 2006, 03:17:27 UTC
to be honest, life is what you make of it. if you're not looking for something in particular, or setting goals for yourself, of course you're not going to feel like you've gained anything. this summer has been a whopper for me in the sense of figuring out who i am. you need something tangible to keep yourself in check. that's what i've been doing, and i'm actually really happy.

i gave it my best, and i hate broken rollercoasters. hopefully your reaction is in accordance to these circumstances. :)

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schneeflocke89 August 3 2006, 04:25:48 UTC
you gained me!!! sorry it was so tempting i had to say it. BUt i like my butt where it is thank you!! not to make light of your situation right there. I know what you mean. everything the daily battles the feeling that not matter what you do someone will tell you NO or say its wrong or just make you feel like an idiot. cassie you were always there for me this whole year. you saw tears stream down my face so many times and you always knew what to do. some stupid joke to crack a smile and it always worked. I love you and dont want to ever lose you. If you need to talk call me, if you want a hug find me and if you just want to sit in silence thinking, kno that i am thinking about you. I love you. and i am here for you.

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m0rninsunshine August 3 2006, 07:01:27 UTC
I don't want to sound cliche, but I do want you to know that I care. Its true, life sucks. Its hard and it sucks and a lot of the time it is no fun and seems pointless. I don't know everything you're going through, and I'm not going to pretend I do, but what I do know is that even when it seems like we can't take anymore from life and we would simply explode if something more is thrown at us, something more does get thrown at us, but we still make it through. Just when you think you can't handle something harder, you have to, and you prove yourself wrong, and prove that you were stronger than you thought, and though is sounds dumb, maybe thats the point. Maybe someday, you're going to have to face some really really awful shit, and you'll remember this time and realize you can get through it. Maybe all this is happening so you will enjoy the next part of your life. Maybe none of this is true for you at all. Just know, that even if it is cliche, there will always be people who care about you, whether you know it or not.

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ritz8988 August 3 2006, 18:21:14 UTC
To go along with something that Amanda said, you need to know the bad things in life to enjoy the good things, without the bad, you can't know the good. Unfortunately, bad stuff comes to everyone in different-size packages, so some get more than others =/ Bad things usually seem 1000 times more terrible because we hate them which is why we shouldn't take the good for granted because we don't realize how wonderful it is. I'm always here for you, you know that =)

On a completely different note, yay!!! you wrote a poem!! I remember you said you've been meaning to but were mad you hadn't, yay!!!

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