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Jan 15, 2010 00:07

CONFESSIONS POST

i want everyone who passes this post to confess something. big, small, get that shit off your chest. anon enabled.

meme, anon post

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anonymous January 15 2010, 23:27:20 UTC

I've got a confession to make, when I was young I wanted attention, and I promised myself that I'd do anything to get them to notice me or w/e I got distracted by breasts.

smilehostage January 16 2010, 00:08:00 UTC

lmao

anonymous January 15 2010, 23:33:06 UTC

CONFESSION TIME FINALLY. I spend too much money on Quentin Tarantino. I realize the dude's a douche, more than a little overrated but much like David Lynch, I am so smitten by him. I mean, I just spent twenty bucks on the 15th anniversary Pulp Fiction briefcase. I ALREADY OWN THE MOVIE. I did the same with the Reservoir Dogs gasoline can DVD case omg that shit is epic though.

long story short, I still don't know if I love him $30 dollars worth to get Inglourious Basterds. I suppose I'm afraid if I buy it, a limited edition thing will come out and I'm kind of sick of buying multiple copies of things, I suppose. tl;dr I am addicted help. I think the only reason I do buy these things is because it's the one thing in my life I can control. I have control issues. And daddy issues. And men issues. I'm going to go make faces now.

smilehostage January 16 2010, 00:12:27 UTC

dude i shop like crazy because sometimes retail therapy is the only thing that cheers me up. sidenote, i fucking love Quentin Tarantino too. he's not like some cinematic genius or anything but i enjoy every. single. movie he puts out.

my solution would be to download the movie and put it on your list to buy. wait for a bit, and the deluxe edition will inevitably come out and you can get it then. at least, that's what i'd do.

walkidiotwalk January 16 2010, 00:56:00 UTC

ik ik ik I love him and his awkward self and I would sign my soul away to make out with his face. I mean what.

I've already downloaded the movie, seen it twice at the cinema (IMAX FTW) and it better fucking come out involving the fucking BEAR JEW'S BAT. Or Stiglitz. In a box. THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT.

smilehostage January 16 2010, 01:00:45 UTC

might be able to get Stiglitz in a box he's kind of small. I AM SO JEALOUS OF YOU I WISH I COULD'VE SEEN IT IN IMAX but it was pretty epic otherwise :(

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anonymous January 16 2010, 03:37:27 UTC

everyone says they think i'm so strong, that they could never do what I do. they say they could never put in the hours and effort ( ... )

smilehostage January 17 2010, 02:09:48 UTC

first of all, and it may be a kind of minor point, but you do deserve it. and i quite firmly believe that. some people just do not get a lot of breaks, but when they do, they deserve every one.

one reason is all you need, right? my philosophy is that things go in cycles. and it sucks really badly right now, but if you just keep pushing, you will get through it.

i've been dealing with depression sapping my urge to write like crazy, too. i find that forcing it just makes it worse, makes me feel more frustrated. maybe just give it a break? even if you wrote like it was your air, sometimes you just need a break from things. i can't promise you that will change, that it will come back just like before, but forcing will help nothing.

you are not a fraud. you're still here, aren't you? from the sounds of it, that's taking courage alone. don't undervalue yourself and what you've done.

feel free to email me sometime. mindscomeloose at gmail. i like to listen.

anonymous January 16 2010, 04:16:26 UTC

I have no friends.

smilehostage January 17 2010, 02:10:18 UTC

i'll be your friend.

anonymous January 17 2010, 01:19:14 UTC

I love my brother and we have a great sibling relationship, but I think a small part of me will always resent him. My dad favored him like crazy and I'd never wish anything my dad did to me on my brother because nobody deserves that, but I can't help but feel bitter when I hear about him being so easygoing about things with my brother that he would've exploded and yelled at me for if I dared to bring them up. A group of friends I had back then really liked my brother too because they were all guys as well and he was the young, cute kid of the group and I don't fault him for any of it but I remember being super jealous of all the attention he got from higher-ups in that group (even if my dad probably forced my brother on them, looking back on it) without even trying whereas if I tried I'd look like a wannabe and/or a little girl with a crush on them when it was the furthest thing from that. I hadn't felt like that in a long time until one of my friends recently talked about really wanting to meet my brother whenever she ends up ( ... )