I miss people, people from home and it makes me think i'll be gone for over 3 months next year this time.. leigh is staying the year, so things might get better

went home it was fun... beat northers ass 48-3... it was great times.. haha we where so hype. Boyfreind is comeing to the game saturday woohoo finally get to meet him. But they are missing the tailgate so i will only get to see um if i get 3rd off. Went to the prison.. story if ya wanna hear hit me up cause i dont wanna type it all... did an obs ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder what its really worth.

today has been overwelming. Im sooo tired, i think im sick cause im always so tired... and i have so much to do, i feel so behind in everything, im not but i feel like i am... the prison lady didn't call me back... im prolly going to eastern on monday to do 301 stuff and surbs is leaveing friday so im sad cause im gonna miss her... never see her ( Read more... )

so anyone know anything about surbs leaveing?? i wanna know!!! so last game eh.. hows that going? exited for the season to be over... omg i wish mine was we have 2 more games then play offs if we make it.. playoffs is like a whole new season... wish me luck guys.. band it is a bitch haha

so, i think this is gonna be my rant journal. Disclaimer: i am in an emotional state haha.. go to xanga if ya want how life really is. Today has been crazy, and im tired and exhasted.. and some people have been bitchin all day.. it makes me wanna pull my hair out. i cleaned. I haen't seen leigh in a couple days. So i miss companionship. i ( Read more... )

if ya didn't figure it out i switched back to xanga thats why i haven't been updateing.. sorry... so band camp is going alright sept my body is a bitch haha. So im sick of band camp, ready for class. roomy is alright flaky though. I haven't met any of the dorm ppl ive been so crazy with band so im exited to do that next week. but im gonna go.

i leave tomarrow.. omg yeah... im exited. i hope it all works out with everyone. Went out to lunch with mike today, that was alot of fun we just sat and talked for like 2 hours. i'll miss him, i hope we stay in touch, its so hard when you dont see each other everyday and you dont know the same people.. but i think it iwll be alright. justin ( Read more... )

so more and more i find out read my journal haha... never would have guessed. So going out with mike tomarrow, it will be fun. mom is mopey. i have one more day. im exited, talked to amy a couple times im glad i know her already to bad she is gonna be working her ass off while i relax haha its a blessing im on in the Color guard i mean im not a ( Read more... )

so i leave in 4 days. Eastern kids- aww im so sorry... its gona suck, no simon? i was like im gonna cry.... im not fat im just fluffy jessica.. i love it haha...