so, i know delayed... GC concert was friday- we had fun... Britt got some, so her night was made.. and well yeah i think i was the only actually GC fan, they all just liked relient k. But yeah wanna hear storys ask me cause i dont wanna type um.. Prom.. oh we had a blast, i had alot more fun this year than last.. but there where alot of date ( Read more... )

so, i was gonna update but then i realized my life is boreing.... work, school thats about it. So GC concert friday, gotta clean my car... prom sat. gonna be fun... but yeah. Jen's home, workin'....goin to g'mas for dinner tonight... and people treat me like im 4.. hint just cause im in HS doesn't mean i dont have common sence, in fact i prolly ( Read more... )

ok, so it kinda pisses me off... like britt is always complaning about how something cant be done.. or how she wants something but it wont happen or shit like that... like about the approval letter for hasletts prom... i mean anything expesally something that small scale can be done if ya really want it.. and thats not that much work.. i mean yeah ( Read more... )

so, brit wants her and brett to spend the night after the GC concert, i tell her no when she askes about herself... now its both of them? what! they wanted me to drive iwas like alright.. but really now i just feel used cause she doesn't want to show her house.. she said that... like its rude to invite other ppl to your house.. if this weas ( Read more... )

so, i got a 78 on my final or something like that... which means i got a 87% which is a B so yeah sucky.. but w\e... took my ap today... i dont think i did very good but we will see... alright im out

looks like im going to the GC concert!

got i hate doing this!!! i dont care!! well i shouldn't. its not the person thats the worst part... i just dont like to see people suffer, i feel so damn useless... and it doesn't matter the person... god i hate it sometimes... i just want to turn the world off and stop careing, maybe then i wouldn't hurt myself in the process!!!! im never enough!

so, today was grea till i had to do something.. then it was like everyone wanted something. kinda fustraiting. So, its weird everyone is ending school and its like i still have all this left. But so yeah constentine got voted off.. it was weird, but he isn't a good solo he is good with a band. and now, he will for sure get a record deal. But ( Read more... )

yeah your the one
your the only one stopping it
its lik ea circle of fustrasion,
cant help
wont hinder
figure it out, i can only wait so long
i call, get nothing but an empty machine
where are you?
with her, the one that you dont really want
heart vs. the head but sometimes
they get confused
sometimes the wires are crossed
and nothing can be

so, today work was actually fun, it was like a first haha... so i've been listening to "x" alot, i like it.... if i had more money i might go buy like all there cd's.... over the last couple weeks ive really been thinking... i mean i am so lucky, i have never been without love and support... so many people aren't close to there parents, and ive ( Read more... )