it sucks not knowing anyone here
but it sucks even more knowing my best fucking friend
who took road trips with me
who i comfort every time she sees her psycho ex
seems to be ignoring me
to make matters worse i left her a message on good old myspace and she blocks me!
WHAT THE FUCK.
it probably wouldn't bother me in the least if i actually knew why.
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i have been getting giant hives since iv moved up here.
THEY ARE ITCHY AND ANNOYING
i feel like tearing off my skin.
i haven't fixed my windshield yet :[
AND WORK HOURS SUCK
i have 20 hrs next week, that shit will not fly.
i swear if i didn't have Jon I'd go psycho by now.

SUCKS.

today was Jon's 24th birthday! how exciting.
i kind of feel bad because we didn't do much, just went to red lobster and stuffed our faces.
next week I'm totally going to do something fun and out doorsie with him.
i just read my journal entries from 2005-2006 and i have tamed down a lot.

my aunt is nuts, my grandmother is nuts.
thats really it.

i keep having horrible nightmares.
people keep getting burned alive and their skeletons are just walking around.
its some freak ass shit.

HANGOVER WAS SO FUNNY.
myab and i saw it last night while stuffing our faces with cherry coke and popcorn.
i can't wait for HP!
i wish i had friends here that would go see it with me,
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i burnt the roof of my mouth yesterday.
stupid iced cinn rolls.
i hate how much i stuff my face at work.
i am going to start jogging every day for at least 30 mins, no more walking shit.
oh and right now my boyfriend is passed out on the couch.
he attempted to watch a long ass old movie and FAILED.
but  i love him so much anyways.
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i finally went out with a couple of girls last night to chevys.
i had such a good time!
we might go to a gay club tonight but im not sure if im up for that just yet.
when i got home i got huge hives all of the sudden and im not allergic to anything ,or that i know of.
good thing my myab was there to take care of me.
hes such a great damn boyfriend
hes ( Read more... )

fallout has yet again taken over my life.
i made baked ziti last night and it was oh so yummy.
i love pasta with gooey melted cheese!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went to get my car inspected yesterday and i failed...
I HAVE A CRACK IN MY WINDSHIELD.
i have 45 days to fix it though so i'm going to take my sweet ass time.

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I'm getting so aggravated
i don't know anyone here in jersey
it sucks.
i still have yet to hang out with anyone besides jons friends.
 WHICH IS PATHETIC.
 my back is killing me,
I'm just having a bad day.
not because anything went wrong its just its usually just so easy for me to find people and hang out with them
except here no ones nice.
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its very lonely here in jersey.