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[smiler28]

Does anyone ever feel like they just aren’t good enough? That no matter what you do, or how hard you try, that person, or thing you want to impress will never be happy. To you guys, it could be someone you’re dating or someone you like, a friend maybe? A mom or a dad…but for me, its my entire family. If you know me well enough, or know me at all,

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[rialistical]

Hang in there mama..Things will get brighter.. <3

[smiler28]

aww thanx i hope ill make it through=)

<3

[satyal]

The problem is that they don't understand... and you can't really blame them.
The cultural differences are just so drastic, but that's the way they were raised and so they're expecting the same. The hard part is the carry-over to a different country because the atmosphere for growing up here is so much not like how they grew up. So you're stuck in the middle, trying to be a part of this society while not offending the old cultures of la familia. But y'know, at least they care for your well-being (albeit at your cost).

Hey, on the brighter side, once you go off to college there will be tons of freedom. So stick it out and you'll get through.
(I know, not really helping your situation out right now...)

[smiler28]

yeah sanjaya. weve talked about this plenty.
and sometimes i accept, other days, i dont.

its hard. i try my best to see where theyre coming from, but that is definitely easier said then done.

once i go off to college...
what if i go crazy? what if i dont have any self control?
or...
what if i resent them so much that i never come back.
i dont want to hold this grudge against them forever. but im afraid that will.

=/

[lingalicious]

dont go bad, no one wants that, and many despise those kinds of people, but i think you are in a situation were not much advice can be given from your friends, start thinking optomistic, if that helps any

[smiler28]

yay optimistic! lol
ill try.
true my friends cant really give me advice, but just being there is good enough.
you guys are my only source of happiness.
thnaks for being so aweosme=)

[smiler28]

thanks=)

ditto for me.
good to know that whitt will always be there.
because i dont know what id do without him.

[anonymous]

hmmmm.... id say the cups half empty

[anonymous]

EMPTY U BASTARD