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So I have decided that since this is my journal I shall write about things that have been really upsetting me lately.
If you don't want to read, don't click on the cut...I'm trying to save your space.
So, let's start off with saying that this has been the WORST SCHOOL YEAR of my entire life. I mean I've done so poorly all year. I've been VERY unmotivated and it seems that nothing I do can make it better.
I mean I've been so sick this year. Starting back in October and I'm still not over it. I mean I'm still so sick. Like right now, I'm so sick to my stomach that I can barely stand it. I just wish that I could get over this. I mean NOTHING seems to make me feel better.
I'm actually failing classes. ME! Failing. Can you believe it? I sure can't.
People at home have been sick too. My step-mom has been in and out of the hospital. All I want to do is just be at home and help take care of everyone like I used to.
I miss when I was the person that everyone came to for everything. "Oh! You were sick? No biggie, go see Brandi. Had a bad day? Thats horrible! Brandi will give you a hug and listen to you vent!" Now, it seems that no one even realizes that I'm still here. I freaking hate it.
Ok and just in case they don't read this:
Nicole! Manda! I miss you guys like crazy! I wish that I could see you guys. I hope that things are going well for you. Leave me your #'s or email them to me or something and I will call you.
Em? Call me tonight? I've gotta babysit until about 10:00 so sometime after that? I just really need to talk to you tonight.
If you don't want to read, don't click on the cut...I'm trying to save your space.
So, let's start off with saying that this has been the WORST SCHOOL YEAR of my entire life. I mean I've done so poorly all year. I've been VERY unmotivated and it seems that nothing I do can make it better.
I mean I've been so sick this year. Starting back in October and I'm still not over it. I mean I'm still so sick. Like right now, I'm so sick to my stomach that I can barely stand it. I just wish that I could get over this. I mean NOTHING seems to make me feel better.
I'm actually failing classes. ME! Failing. Can you believe it? I sure can't.
People at home have been sick too. My step-mom has been in and out of the hospital. All I want to do is just be at home and help take care of everyone like I used to.
I miss when I was the person that everyone came to for everything. "Oh! You were sick? No biggie, go see Brandi. Had a bad day? Thats horrible! Brandi will give you a hug and listen to you vent!" Now, it seems that no one even realizes that I'm still here. I freaking hate it.
Ok and just in case they don't read this:
Nicole! Manda! I miss you guys like crazy! I wish that I could see you guys. I hope that things are going well for you. Leave me your #'s or email them to me or something and I will call you.
Em? Call me tonight? I've gotta babysit until about 10:00 so sometime after that? I just really need to talk to you tonight.