i dont know how to explain this spring break other than relaxing ( Read more... )

so im feeling MUCH better now than from my last post ( Read more... )

So i just want to say to all of my "friends" that you are just so awesome.
i mean i dont know about you but i LOVE being ditched on saturday nights.
it is positively awesome!
OH! by the way...kiss my ass. :] 
because actions speak a hell of a lot louder than words.
and your actions have shown that you dont give a shit about me.
well that's ok.
i ( Read more... )

You will never know what you have done to me ( Read more... )

happy.
excited.
loved.
love.
loss.
hurt.
anger.
frustration.
stress.
joyful.
pity.
pain.
confusion.
betrayal.
amused.
annoyed.
contemplative.
crushed.
bored.
crazy.
pissed off.
hopeful.
indescribable.
naive.
jealous.
nostalgic.
optomistic.
uncomfortable.
worried.

Who knew you could feel all of these emotions in one week?

and in that order.

I AM DONE.

good-bye.

i dont want to see you.

i dont want to hear you.

i dont want to know you are on the same planet as me.

im sick of you.

no more.

I AM DONE.

Almost went to the beach today ( Read more... )

Am i just not worth it?

Is that the fucking reason?

Im just too damn unspecial.

Im starting to see it all.

Im so fucking stupid.

man oh man,

Im so fucking stupid.

i wish...
...i wish i could tell you all that i want to.

that most certainly cant happen.
cant.

sh000t

I heard a train when we said goodbye tonight.

<3