Pain, Agony
Pain, Agony
Jaejoong/Junsu
G
201 words.
Summary: He suffers; he continues to love.
A/N: Written for the Flashfic Challenge 15: Mayakovsky at dbsk_flashfic
“You know I love you,” he says.
I simply stare at him,
knowing that nothing will change,
nothing will become better.
They will all stay the same.
“It doesn’t matter,” I say.
“You know I love you too.”
In his eyes,
I can see the anguish that lurks deeply
in his soul.
“They worry about you,” he whispers.
I feel myself flinch,
feeling my soul cringe at the thought
of everyone else knowing of me.
I look at him, eyes wide.
“Did you tell them?” I ask.
His head shook,
a comical action that looked wrong
compared to his clenched fists.
“Why do you insist on being alone?” he moans.
Silently, my hands painfully move
to point at myself.
I groan at the agony.
“Because of this,” I mutter.
In his eyes,
I can see the anguish that lurks deeply
in his soul.
In my eyes,
I know that I am not worth
the love he has to give.
As I drown in pain,
I hear the sound of
his crying.
I try to move my lips,
to tell him that
I will always be with him.
But…
the world turned black
and the last thing I heard was
“Junsu!”
Jaejoong/Junsu
G
201 words.
Summary: He suffers; he continues to love.
A/N: Written for the Flashfic Challenge 15: Mayakovsky at dbsk_flashfic
“You know I love you,” he says.
I simply stare at him,
knowing that nothing will change,
nothing will become better.
They will all stay the same.
“It doesn’t matter,” I say.
“You know I love you too.”
In his eyes,
I can see the anguish that lurks deeply
in his soul.
“They worry about you,” he whispers.
I feel myself flinch,
feeling my soul cringe at the thought
of everyone else knowing of me.
I look at him, eyes wide.
“Did you tell them?” I ask.
His head shook,
a comical action that looked wrong
compared to his clenched fists.
“Why do you insist on being alone?” he moans.
Silently, my hands painfully move
to point at myself.
I groan at the agony.
“Because of this,” I mutter.
In his eyes,
I can see the anguish that lurks deeply
in his soul.
In my eyes,
I know that I am not worth
the love he has to give.
As I drown in pain,
I hear the sound of
his crying.
I try to move my lips,
to tell him that
I will always be with him.
But…
the world turned black
and the last thing I heard was
“Junsu!”