i really really hate to look for a job. i am now looking for something that i can actually benefit from rather than just some bullshit job ya know? i am so tired. last night i was all crazy and getting worked up over some crazy stuff that made me cry..so you know if you go to sleep after you cry your eyes are all puffy and swollen. yeah. but ( Read more... )

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wow...that is all i can say about this weekend. man not even the weekend mostly just last night which technically counts since it was a holiday. i am now a member of the marley family. i got to meet bob marley's nephew gilbert and hung out with him last night. on sunday night when justin first told me about him i was a little unsure. i thought this ( Read more... )

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lol. i am so stressed out at this exact moment. my mom is nagging me as if i am 12 and retarded at the same time. lord. i swear. i know that i am in a bad mood....but can you blame me? i have been sick since iron bowl weekend. i cant breathe and i just spent 2 1/2 hours in the doctors office...had to get xrays and a damn shot that hurts like hell. ( Read more... )

ughh..i really dislike school so much. i have 12 hours because i am a slacker and i dont even want to be there for those. but everyone seems to believe that it is the best for me so i must do it. i am in need of money badly. i need to find a way to make more money...gotta get a new job, dont wanna look for one but i am going to do it anyways ( Read more... )

well new years eve was a blast. after i actually calmed down and figured out what i needed to do about work....cracker barrel can kiss my ass by the way... so new orleans was way too much fun. i was so glad that my first bourbon st. experience was with the people who i was with. the trip was a perfect way to end 2004. lol 6 months of non-stop ( Read more... )

woot. i am so happy that it's christmas...so far my christmas has been good...i had fun with the family. it was cool seeing stacey and charles again. then went and hung out with justin and johnny. that was something i will never forget lol. had fun over there. then went to walgreens with my dad and bought mason some treats even though he's being ( Read more... )

so yeah...today is a good day. i can tell it will become an even better day. i have to go to work..that is bittersweet. i havent worked the floor in so long it will be odd..i am on the gift wrap stand today....i cant wrap presents to save my life but we'll see how i manage ( Read more... )

so i am sitting at school....dropping all of my classes. why? because i fucked up big time this semester. i let myself stop and it was all my fault and i am now trying to figure out how i can let my mom know. she is going to be so mad. i am mad. hell i know i can do better than i did. i want to do better but it is too late. i am going to be on top ( Read more... )