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[smiley22]

what is it about the number 3? ok, i'll be the first to admit that my life is not all that great (yet not all that bad either) but when 3 people remind me of the same fault in three separate incidences within 20 hours of each other i'm feeling the need to pay attention. i have come to the conclusion that i do have emotions and to try and deny and/

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[anonymous]

It's hard to go through a time when you feel as if you have to hide your emotions behind a front. It is usually very stressful. It can be hard to express what you feel to other people because 1) you usually show them a different side of you and 2) showing your easily hurt inner side is a very hard thing to do, 3) since people do not expect this inner side, it is easy to think that a display of your emotions could be seen as melo-dramatic. It is *very* hard to break down walls, especially ones that have been up for a long time, but now is the time to break them down

[smiley22]

thank you

this

[elplay107]

I'm actually going through some similar stuff right now myself, for what it's worth. Wilma really did something funky to me, or at least the experience of total stress for nine days in the car did. I'm kinda starting to shed a bit of the angsty Elliot, or at least starting to see how to. Im really tired, so I hope some of this made sense. You know I pray for you--
Elliot