home home home home home ( Read more... )

im going to DIE of exhaustion.
i can feel it.
heading to the airport in half an hour.

am TOTALLY ready to go home.
have not been home since january.
but then realize as i pack... that its not so much a leisure vacation as it is... work.

a lot can change in a day.
ups. downs. ins. outs. todos.
just finished watching beauty & the beast :)

im working out at 7am tomorrow.
7am!
what the heck am i thinking?
sarah levine says its because "you are thinking you will be near warm weather and a beach".
doesn't that sound like something out of a fortune cookie?
well, it's true!
end of this week = cali ( Read more... )

woman! "pick yourself up and move on!"
that's my quote to myself.

man, this is the peak of my college career right now.
i've got everything i want... and more.
what more could a girl ask for?

just finished my bio midterm.
done annnd done.
wooo hooo!
so happy!

im not doing any other work today!

when hunting down my Bio professor today, Esteban stopped me in Sabin-Reed and said "HEY!  Are you lost?  You look so happy! You must be new here."
He was sort of right.
I was definitely lost.
I was feeling really happy.
I'm not new @ smith though.  I'm a senior!
My happiness must have oozed out of me.
yay.  
You know what's sick?
... sometimes I can feel ( Read more... )

i have a peak period in the day when i am sick.
amidst the flu symptoms, i get to experience a few moments of normalness when i step out of the shower: the ability to breathe out of my nose, move my body without feeling like my head is exploding, hear myself speak, and swallow as if my throat isn't swollen.
that has been the peak of my day everyday ( Read more... )

happy early birthday to fon!  how funny-- that only 5 years ago, I used to call him "my baby brother" until someone called me on it and I had to admit he was in junior high.

spent the weekend at the University of Oregon.
- It consisted of 2 individual interviews, 1 group interview, 1 campus tour, 1 counseling center tour, 1 large group orientation 1 ( Read more... )

had a phone interview wednesday night-- another bit of midwest love ( Read more... )

"adolescence is a period of identity crisis ( Read more... )

me: i'll be home a little later.
atiya: ok, just don't stay until 3 or something.
me: nono, i'll probably head home @ midnight.

-- 2:19am.
but made lots of good progress on thesising.