Ugh, I am ready for history to stop repeating itself....

[smileybudd]

Okay so as soon as Ally and I decided that we were going to be the same thing for Halloween, we also decided we would go trick or treating together. Well of course, as always emily and meli invited themselves to join us. I swear they love telling us what to do. So, Ally and I had this all planned out, and then last minute emily tells me she is

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[emsywemsy]

If you really want this to end then you have to make an effort. You actually have to do something to remain friends with people, not just blow them off when someone better comes along. Think about it. And I love how you made everything my fault. Not quite the case. And don't drag Ryan into this, he has nothing to do with it. It is just you prefering Ally and Grant over me and not admiting it.

[emsywemsy]

I realize that it is my fault that I am mad but I think that I have every right to be mad. And yes, you hang out with grant and ally ALOT. You could atleast choose us sometimes, I am not saying that you have to hang out with me every chance you get, but I do think that sometimes you could include us or choose us over them atleast once. But you know what, just forget it. I am sick of all this.

[smileybudd]

You do have every right to be mad. I am not trying to take that right away. And I do hang out with Grant and Ally all the time, and you guys very little. We all make mistakes right? This is just yet another to add to the Lucy Irons file. I tend to do things that are easy. I don't challenge myself and never take risks. Relationships are hard. Friendships are hard. Yet I need to learn that when things get tough, I shouldn't run to what is easy. For me, being with Ally and Grant is easy. It is the relationship that is easy to uphold. They don't get mad at anything, and they just tell me to shut up when I get loony. You and meli are cool. I love u guys. But at times you are honest and you tell me the truth about me and that can get scary. I don't like to think of myself as a mean person, but that is all I have been to you and Meli lately, a mean person. And for that I am truly sorry.