Okay, I can NOT take the Buspar anymore. It is giving me very bad dizziness. I'm not going to take anything for the anxiety and just see how it goes. I think it'll be fine. I'm fed up with meds ( Read more... )

Well, I always have multiple emotions about situations. Yesterday, I was upset about the whole thing with Sherri. Today, I'm livid as all hell. Just pissed. She called me this morning. She got my message and all of a sudden she's Miss Professional. I told her EXACTLY what I thought. She tried to turn it around and put it on me, but I didn't ( Read more... )

To all of you who are in therapy or are seeking out a therapist, be careful. I had a really upsetting day yesterday. Those of you who are long term readers of my journal know that I've been seeing Sherri since I was 17, and I am now 20. Three years. You would also know that we were extremely close, or so I thought. Many, MANY times, the ( Read more... )

I'm so anxious and stressed about this. Okay, my parents are divorced and both are remarried. I hate my stepmom. She is a cold-hearted bitch. I refuse to see her. My dad is well....I do talk to him on the phone when we're not fighting and yelling at each other. I only see him like maybe twice a month. I really don't have much to do with them ( Read more... )

I worked today and then I went to the doctor. I was on Paxil CR but I felt like it was making me gain weight. That really upset me cuz I was chubby until I was 16 and then lost a good deal of weight. I just don't wanna be chubby again. Anyway, I went and I gained eight pounds! In like 2 weeks! That is fucking ridiculous. Sooooooo, I had been ( Read more... )

My boyfriend rocks. He always knows how to make me feel better. I was feeling kinda sad for a few different reasons.....but he's such a sweetie. I think the Paxil's making me gain weight....so....I'm gonna start watching what I eat and exercising. I work tomorrow and so does Tom, but he's gonna come over afterwards. I'm so tired. So tired. I ( Read more... )

I had to work today til close. It sucked. Except, I worked with Jen and she's a lot of fun. After work, I went to Tom's and we got something to eat and hung out. Things are a little rough for him with dealing with his family...he got a little teary...it breaks my heart to see him sad like that. But, I think he's feeling better. We're going ( Read more... )

The day hasn't even started, and already I'm exhausted. I had nightmares all night long.....:( My mom called from the car...we're moving into our new house in a week. So, she wants Jill and my help this morning to pack the garage. It's hella hot out! Fuck. I have to go into work at 2....after work...I have to close the store with Jen...well, ( Read more... )

Things have been really chaotic lately.......um.....I've been working a lot and spending time with Tom, as much as I can. He's my sweetie. We're running around trying to get everything ready for when we move in two weeks. I work four days next week...the thing I like about being on birth control is I can predict when I'm gonna get my period to ( Read more... )

I can't wait for tomorrow night. Well, I close at work tomorrow...but that's just at 6. I'm going to Tom's and he's cooking me dinner. With candles and EVERYTHING. I am sooooooooo excited. He's so sweet. He just left cuz I'm tired and have to work tomorrow....I actually talked to my FATHER today and wow, we talked for a pretty long time and ( Read more... )