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you could be happy, and i won't know.

[9/30/2010 10:08:58 PM] i like chrissy: whatre you thinking about?
[9/30/2010 10:09:20 PM] lu-bear.: Miranda.

i still want the porch.

I want to bottle up everything i've thought and everything i've felt in the last three months and copy and paste it right here. i wish it were so easy.

maybe i'll be mature about this today; maybe i'll feel the weight of my folly ( Read more... )

sometimes i hate the sweet things you say to me. i want to trust them, but i can't help but feel my eyes squint and my brow furrow a little bit ( Read more... )

i want to jump and leap and not look back. i want to not think about right or wrong or what could hurt.

i want to curl my toes over the edge, and smell the exhilaration of my height.

i want to do something crazy and ridiculous. and not care. and not weigh it out. and not worry.

i want to love you freely and easily.

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Lover, will you look at me now?
I'm already dead to you.
But I'm inclined to explain
To you what I could not before:
Whatever you didn't do, what you couldn't say.
I am sorry that the worst has arrived.
For I deserve more
For at least I deserve the respect of a kiss goodbye.we've been talking a lot again ( Read more... )

i remember how i felt about him when it all began. i wasn't jealous, i was amiable. i wished the best for them, i remember telling her i wanted her to stay with him. and i promised him that if he ever asked me to back off, i would ( Read more... )

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Will you tell me once again,
how we're gonna be just friends?

If you're for real and not pretend,
then I guess you can hang with me.

Just don't fall recklessly, headlessly in love with me. Cause its gonna be all heartbreak: blissfully painful insanity.

i want this to work, truly.