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Drunken mess needs to happen.
Ed Sheeran's "Drunk" was suppose to be my theme song this weekend. 1. Because his concert was last night (one of the best shows of the year, btw) & 2. Because all my men issues threw up on me this weekend ( Read more... ) -
Because I don't want to email this guy right now.
I am tired. I started talking to him about a week ago so it's just getting to know you crap still. But I don't feel like thinking. I should go to sleep but meh ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on thoughtfulness.
J and I are done but we continue to text. It isn't much. Mostly me saying I miss him and hearing about the job he is doing. I told him if doesn't want me to text him he could tell me to stop. He didn't say anything but he didn't walk away. This is foreign to me. All of it. The staying in each other's life, the friendship, the relationship overall ( Read more... ) -
Hey LJ, Your app SUCKS more than ever.
LJ's newest update is a piece of shit. I can't view my friends without having to click on something in the menu and the app doesn't go horizontal. If you have the old app on your phone or iPad, DON T update. Time to delete this crap.
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Fuck This Noise
I hate dating. I hate the back and forth and trying to figuring out what the meaning is behind what was said. I hate texting. I hate emails. I hate asking questions. I hate when no questions are asked of me. I hate that I am impatient and need to meet to feel if the emails and texts live up to the hype. I hate all the ones that find me are not HERE ( Read more... ) -
Not feeling like "the best".
I am really fucking tired of being called amazing and awesome and the best but yet being left with nothing but words. It is getting fucking old. If I am the best, why are you not choosing "the best"? I get things are crazy. But it's not just you. I just want MY WORDS to matter.
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Really, now?
Ever been surprised by yourself? Like, "WTF?" Just totally unsure where this shit has been hiding? It's a weird feeling. And I am not sure what is next.
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The missing.
I love my girls. They are THE MOST amazing people this world has. They love me and they want nothing but happiness for me. That includes trying to find me a boyfriend. So when one of them said they want to introduce me to someone they know, I did what any girl in this day and age does: find out a name and go check out the Facebook. While, of ( Read more... ) -
Self preservation time.
People are a trip. They get mad, disappointed, or just shut down all together when you tell them WHY you don't like their choice but fail to try to understand why. So sorry I expect the other people in your life to give you the same respect I give you -to be honest, to be loyal, to not walk away, to use your words.
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Timing is certainly everything.
It's funny/sad the shit you find out about. And just how it coincides with other shit in your life.
What do you do? Believe it's the universe playing a sick joke? Or bad timing? Is it a sign? Do you just suck it up or cry?
I can't figure anything out lately. And it's making me a mess and not trust anyone.