the air tastes like flowers and paint

[smileywatkins]

my brother is now off to school in california, leaving me as the last of my kind here at home... as i've been thinking about it, i realized that i have barely stayed in the same house for a week straight over the last ten years. in that time, i've spent more time at school and at work than i have at any of my homes (all seven of them). with that

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[amishwhit]

why are you tasting the air?

I can kind of relate to how you're feeling. my friends have been kind of distant since they've been going to another school. I feel like a loner.

and now that you've given me permission to IM you, I will. you've been on my list for a while...it just takes me a while to IM people for the first time.

-Whitty

[sugarbumkin]

Trust me when I say I know exactly how you feel. It'll get better, though, I promise.

[aeris_drake]

dude, you do it to yourself you do, and thats what really hurts,is you do it to yourself, and nobody else............... just kidding that was tom he never seems to shut up. But I think that you distance yourself from people, afraid to get too close because you don't know how to act, from years of being on polite terms with your family. I know this stuff I was a psychology major for three months!!!! count them three......:) j/k you'll find someone someday that will break it all down anyway. (that is your wall) try to let people in on the light that is micha.....smileywatkins! (I'm also taking this as you want more hours;)

[smileywatkins]

now i have that song stuck in my head. see what you've done?! now no one will ever love me!!! seriously, though, i know how i am. it's just how i grew up, and old habits die hard. at least i'm self aware. you may have three months' experience, but my dad is a for real psychologist. i was born with this knowledge. so there.

[aeris_drake]

dude you dads not even your real father! plus he sells babies on the black market.