oh my this weekend was a ton of fun at times and sucked at others.. the relay for life was fun when we just messed around.. me and caitlin did alot of crying and then steve and ryan started to cry and i thought that was the cutest thing i have ever seen in my life.. GUYS ARENT SUPPOSED TO CRY!! but seriously me caitlin steve and ryan were just like ( Read more... )

okay well yes i got bitched at for some stupid ass reason that no one needs to worry about.. so what if i was with justin if he didnt care than why should anyone else should. ya know what im saying? everyone liked flipped out on me and i was like dude i didnt do anything wrong. but some people think i did what it is whatever. but i dont appreciate ( Read more... )

it is simply amazing how many people i think are my friends but really all they do it talk shit. no names needed. i heard some stuff that was said in steves math class.. as in steph was good for him until i came along. on that note. it deff wouldnt of lasted. they never talked and honeslty yeah maybe he did like her but seriously come on now.lets ( Read more... )

im soo nervous... like i wasnt all day but now that is it 2 hours away.. im soo nervous.. im scared that i wont make it.. that is my biggest fear.. my jumps suck cuz i havent done anything in 2 years.. like im scared that everyone is going to look down on me cuz like their are people that make gymnastics and dance and have done cheerleading since ( Read more... )

im so sick of being home on a friday night. this is when i wish i was working and than i would be at work.. oh wait i do have a job. i just have to get my working papers and than i start soo ill most liking be working fridays anyways. let see ( Read more... )

in case anyone cares. which i doubt they do. i might be moving to new york. my moms boyfriend jon applied for a job in new york and he has an interview on monday. soo yeah i doubt anyone cares. but it pisses me off. everything is going soo well and now this comes along. steve is going to be pissed. well whatever. this havent been soo hot anyways. i ( Read more... )

time to update ( Read more... )

well since my boyfriend is at his la-x game like 2 hours away i guess ill update. not much has happened. lets see ( Read more... )

yeah well things are GREAT for once. does anyone care? bet not.

omg last night into this morning was great... i went to liz's party and it started out boring and like more and more people came and it got better and better.. it was fun. me and amanda were pole dancing downstairs in her basement. it was sooo much fun. i ate soo freakin much too gee-wiz.. like i talked to court. and like she is such a sweet ass ( Read more... )