well this week at work was good. the morning group was great. they were so smart, and cool and fun, and well behaved. the afternoon group... after the scholarship kids that were spawn of satan didn't come back... were good too. the birth of jellybean was this week. all the other teachers hate him, but the kids love him, so i think they'll just have ( Read more... )

well it was an uneventful eventful weekend. it was fun, but basically it seems nothing has changed... whether that's good or bad... who knows. cel's party was fun. met lots of new people, and probably made a total ass of myself. but hey, it happens. i wasn't sure what i was there for anyways, whether i was trying to meet new people and pick up ( Read more... )

well wednesday night was fun. the piano bar was fun. definitely want to go back there sometime, too bad it's kinda far from school, that would be a sweet place to hang out once school starts again... and it would be a great place to get up and sing a song to someone special... or maybe just get up there and sing a song to attract the attention of ( Read more... )

it's all o.k. i was just tired, and kinda cranky. i just don't want to see good things thrown away because of stubborness and egocentricity. but whatever, what do i know. i think it just bugs me cuz i like helping and when people either bitch about stuff and then don't want me to help, and don't help themselves... well it gets on my nerves i guess ( Read more... )

fine, good for you. it's not my problem. you know what's goin on, and you know how you want to deal with it, so who am i to butt in. hey, friendships come and go right? but stubborness, and egos last forever.

you don't need me.

so why should i bother anymore.

fuck it all

Ohio was fun. it was cool to see bri again, and his parents are awesome. It was also good to see kel heid and tiff again. don't really see them as often as i'd like. actually lots of people who i don't get to see as often as i'd like. but that's just how things crumble cookie wise. the drive kicked my ass though. i hope i'll have a good group next ( Read more... )

tired... sore ( Read more... )

I don't know anything. If it's not said to me, and given to me straight, then it's not something i need to worry about. I can here all sorts of stuff from the people around me, but it means nothing ( Read more... )

SmilinTeddy: whatever ( Read more... )

How i wish i could know what was going on. Well, i mean i know what is going on... to an extent. i know what people want me to know, but often, that just isn't enough. I feel helpless, well not really helpless, but kinda, and something inside me is saying just leave it all alone, just let it, you know, do whatever it's gonna do... but i'm not like ( Read more... )