rocket man

[smithfamousfarm]

the training thing is finally wrapping up here in Toledo. three of our seven went home last Sunday and since then we've all just kinda gone off and done our own thing. being together with these people for three solid weeks, pretty much 24/7 made it seem like we were back in summer camp or some other such illusion of life. after nearly half of us

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[crunchee]

" finally miss Pittsburgh. i'm tired of being here, i miss people (for maybe the first time in a couple years),..."

Just this past Monday I finally really missed my guy. He's been gone since the 18th. It feels good since I'm remembering things I like and appreciating how comforting everyday regularities have been. It's really so great to miss someone like this. I have to say it's a new feeling in a relationship for me. I feel like I'm actually connecting with this guy.

[smithfamousfarm]

i'm sure you'll recall how i stated time and time again how i don't want a "real" relationship with the girl i've been seeing. it all came crashing down on me about a week or so ago and i realized that i really do need more, it's just that i'm a big dumb guy and need a kick in the pants in order to make me see reality. i miss her a lot, even the annoying things that made me glad i wasn't truly attached to her.

the reality check will be in a couple weeks, naturally.