[Locked to Des and the Doctor]
God. I'm still here. I can still be me. Ripley found me
I think I need help. The anger... it's too much. I'm trying to find a sni-
Are we ever going to stop avoiding each other? Alright, I realize I have been doing most of the avoiding, but-
Calisto took a lot away from us, and I refuse to let her take anything more. She's dead and I'm alive so why does sometimes it feel like it's the opposite.
I don't know what to do about it and tomorrow I'm sure that I'm going to hate myself for writing this. I'm having a serious moment of weakness tonight and I'm trying to take advantage of it and get something... the most important thing back. Or try. Before it's too late.
I think I need help. The anger... it's too much. I'm trying to find a sni-
Are we ever going to stop avoiding each other? Alright, I realize I have been doing most of the avoiding, but-
Calisto took a lot away from us, and I refuse to let her take anything more. She's dead and I'm alive so why does sometimes it feel like it's the opposite.
I don't know what to do about it and tomorrow I'm sure that I'm going to hate myself for writing this. I'm having a serious moment of weakness tonight and I'm trying to take advantage of it and get something... the most important thing back. Or try. Before it's too late.