Hopeful. Happy. No matter what happens... him, not him, someone else, no one else... it's all.. okay.

I just read a semi-recent an entry from my sister's second journal (I'm not sure how to do a link, so I can't), and a lot of thoughts are going though my head right now. I'm kind of worried, and i identify with a lot of things she was saying, especially about when we were younger. I have never been able to describe my childhood, but she gave an ( Read more... )

Today marked the beginning fo the second semester. I switched a few classes; I now have Sociology (yay!)first, Ceramics 5th, and lunch 7th. I don't mind eating so late, except that I'm thinking about eating for 4 periods before, heh. Lunch sucked though because I sat alone; none of my close friends have lunch 7th. I started a pretty cool drawing, ( Read more... )

I've tried so many different attitudes: the "wounded by love"; "screw this, I don't care (but deep down I do)"; the patient, "can't hurry love"; the jealous, "i'm not as pretty/skinny/funny/smart/popular as other girls... if i was, i'd have one by now"; the whiney, emo, "no one loves me and never will"; and numerous, numerous rants about "nice ( Read more... )

*clears throat*

To guys:

SCREW YOU!!

You win. I give up. I know you don't want me right now. There's no room in your world for me or other girls like me (the nice girls). I'm sure someday you'll be dying for us, but not right now. So fine. I'm tired of this shit anyways.

See you in about 10 years.

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I noticed all these crazy couples and the comments they make to each other on their myspaces. They're so darn cute, honestly they are, and i do believe the love expressed in the comments is very real and true. However, ya gotta wonder though for some of them... is it possible that it might not be genuine? How do they really know that they love each ( Read more... )

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I have the power!
hee hee hee wheee!