Taking the power back

[smizmarr]

Today is day one, it's the first day of the rest of my life. I'm gonna find it hard to explain how happy I am but I'll try. From now on the body loathing is gonna stop. The jealousy, the trust issues, the depressive thoughts, the negative things I say, the negative things I think are all gonna be thought out and worked at. Alex loves me and fancies

Comments

[snowmeow]

Luc i'm soooo proud of you, at last your seeing things the way they should be seen, you roll those hips it's fashionable anyway and why do think so many guys fancy lara croft? darh... love you lots time to get local soon! xxxxx

[smizmarr]

they fancy Lara Croft because she's computer simulated female perfection, she's the 'fantasy' we've gotta fight against!

ooooo home tommorrow, my godd ive got so much stuff and my room is so dusty ive been sneezing like crazy! Its a gorgeous day and i wish i could be outside but this stuff aints gonna packs itselvsess... mwah Xx

[snowmeow]

can't wait to see you. I'd rather aspire to be like lara croft with her curving hips, big boobs and small wasit than like the beans polls in the mags, and i think it promotes a healthyer role model. xxxx

[anonymous]

hey! so hows it going with the whole positive attitude to ur body going?
it was really nice to read that - i really hope u do still feel that way. We're all gonna have our off days obviously, but i think u are beautiful and it made me happy to read that uve started to accept yourself for the way u are. i love u loads! Sammi xXx

[smizmarr]

nah I take it all back I was obviously in a state of hungover delirium and reality has set in again. Since I've been home I've seen enough on TV and in magazines to give me a poor body attitude for the life span of 5000 people, I've got no fucking clue why and how I should mediate the fact that I'm not 'the fantasy' without getting heaps of plastic surgery etc. Answers on a SAE...