All I want to do right now is sit with my stuffed animals and sleep.

Luisa: This morning a bird woke me up. It was a lark, or a peacock; something like that. So I said hello. And it vanished, flew away, the very moment I said hello! It was quite mysterious. So do you know what I did? I went to my mirror and brushed my hair two hundred times, without stopping. And as i was brushing it, my hair turned mauve. No, ( Read more... )

So I saw The Fantasticks for the first time since I was very little today.

And I was completely  awe-struck by how wonderful a show it is. What a great coming of age story.. what a great love story.

It's stories like this that truly inspire me.

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The other day, I was visiting my great aunt in the hospital, who was there with pneumonia. She's back in ( Read more... )

 Today was both a tragic and inspiring day for me.

I realized today by talking to evan and linz that societal christianity has destroyed christianity to the point that many people will never truly know Christ's teachings. What I mean by this, is... televangelists, the catholic priest scandal, pushy fire and brimstone missionaries,etc have all made ( Read more... )

My great grandmother past away last week and it was the last and probably most difficult great grandparent to say goodbye to. I used to read to her and spend time with her in the nursing home and at my Aunt Sally's. I sang "Mama, A Rainbow" at the funeral, and I choked up at the end. All I could think about was the last time I saw her. She made me ( Read more... )

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I've learned that there comes a point in every person's life where it all falls apart. 
And it doesn't matter who you are, or what the circumstances, you're screwed.
You know there's nothing to do but wait out whatever it is.

And this is where humanity differs.
This is where natural selection comes in.

You have two choices:
Wait it out, or don't.

The ( Read more... )

So today I showered for the first time in 48 hours, I think that's a step. Still haven't eaten, but I guess you can't have everything at once.

I think at this point it's safe to call " the boy" Mike.

So I told Mike about how when I got drunk I had doubts about us and how I made some stupid decisions like driving home and how I ended up having my ( Read more... )

"Goodby- because I love you." He did not know, he did not understand. He would never understand. Perhaps Doctor Mandelet would have understood if she had seen him- but it was too late; the shore was far behind her, and her strength was gone."

Well, the Charlie Brown auditions definitely put me in a state of depression.

I guess I just suck at singing, since I consistently keep getting cast in straight shows as leads and not getting cast in musicals.

I give up. I don't have what it takes to make it in the performance world. I quit.

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