Not much to say in here since my life is really anything but what the normal person would call interesting, unless you count family problems, that's just fucked. I don't think I mentioned that my mom and ...David broke up (well, my mom broke up with him) so he lives in Columbus now. He is always fucking calling here, threatening to kill/seriosuly ( Read more... )

I got drunk last night, which seems like it will be fun at the time, then when it actually happens, you wish you were sober again because you feel like shit. Speaking from my point of view of course ( Read more... )

When you relate almost every emotion/event that goes on in your life, on lyrics, from basically one band [guess who?], would that classify you as overly pathetic?

My mom came home yesterday afternoon after being gone for 3 days. Hmm... I know she had a wonderful, drunken time. Her new 'boyfriend' really, really likes her she says. He bought ( Read more... )

Ever feel like all of your friends really don't consider you a friend, just sort of like an accomplice?

I think I am embarrassing because I am sort of... weird?
I loathe myself and all these fuckers around me.

EDIT: I want to tell my friends how I feel, but I am scared it will come out wrong or they will take it the wrong way. How can I say I ( Read more... )

Going to that concert allowed me to escape this, miserable thing I like to call reality only lasted until I get home.

Home.

I cannot wait until I get out of here, yet at the same time, I am horrified of that day catching up to me. What will I do? Where will I go? Will I even go anywhere? Drama is what it all is, and I will not lie, I blame most ( Read more... )

46 times? Damn. Somebody is going to be sore in the morning.

[I can't find my Green Day ticket. It's so shitty. Hopefully I will find the fucker by Thursday. If not, I got to buy LeeAnnas' ticket from her, which is bullshit. Somebody took it/misplaced it. Now I have to find it.]

EDIT: My mom found the ticket. She accidentally threw it away ( Read more... )

I've just been crying like a fucking puss because... I'm a puss. I guess I've just been real depressed lately and today I just let it all out. It started because my mom was leaving to go with her 'friend' named Pat [or as she calls him, Paddy]. I guess he's hard of hearing but can hear pretty damn good because he called earlier just to tell me that ( Read more... )

I had to go to court yesterday, for the whole domestic violence thing. Well, I had to testify and shit. I was fucking nervous as hell, I thought I was going to blow chunks or something. It was awful. It ended really fast though, after they finally called me back there. My mom didn't testify because she is deaf I guess and they had no interpreter, ( Read more... )

My neck is killing me, damnit.

This is so shitty.

I'm sitting here, kind of stoned, thinking about everything. My dad, my biological dad, my mom, I guess my life in general. It seems like it's been going to hell for years now. I guess I don't have that much to bitch about compared to some people, but compared to some people, they also have it fucking made compared to me you know? Which sucks to ( Read more... )