dude im listeing to that song right now.... but yea i know how you feel......cuz well thats what im going through...when/if i sleep i sleep over 14 hours......when i eat i eat very lil if i eat at all....and then i just barf it up which is disgusting......i feel like im gonna break at any minute....drugs.....drugs are my escape...its bad...i need to stop thinking that way...i need to stop drinking and doing drugs all the time....im becoming an alcoholic. the first thing i think when i wake up...is "fuuuck i wish i didnt do that...i wish i didnt open my eyes" sorta sucks
icky I've been throwing up the past two days too. blah When I wake up I'm just like "Jesus... not another day of nothing god dammit" and then I'll stay in bed for a few more hours before I finally get up and go to the couch. SUCKS ASS! *kissy face*
I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away Today I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days Okay I'm just a dreamer Who's searching for the way Today I'm just a dreamer Dreaming my life away
Im really sorry that you guys have to go through all this. i have a feeling we should all get together have the guys bring out there acoustics and just relax at a park. no drugs, no problems, just all of us as friends.
im really sorry reality check kicked in. it sucks so much but don't worry. if u think good thoughts and pray to god he will help. don't get caught up in all the band things. it will just make it worse. believe me. if u guys need to talk about anything dude were all here. just call us up man.
ahhhh the park thing sounds fucking awesome maybe have a little bbq and just hang. That would rule everything. You're a great friend Christina and I appreciate it a lot! *kissy face*
hope you feel better. yeah shit's been sucking. i've been anti-social too. =( but it'll all work out. and hey, bout that stuff. aim: casssssiopeia email: kat_02_@hotmail.com ;)
Nerd I know your Aim shizzle. HAHAHAHA I love you Kat. Cause you're special in your own way ;) I'll IM you next time you're on and we'll have a talk about that stuff fo sho *kissy face*
wow....this sux...:-\nofxdamienJuly 3 2003, 08:13:23 UTC
"...I have no idea what I'm doing with my life and its bugging me. All my friends are getting jobs and I can't get one because I have no transportation..."
WERD
thats exactly how i feel/think....and it sux, but i dont even have a drivers license even if i did get a car...hopefully within the next 2 weeks i will have my license...then i will feel like i have accomplished a little something....cuz right now i feel like i will have to stay in Gustine forever...well...i hope ya feel better and stuff....think happy thoughts!...:-D
awww I love you Nin. I WANNA SWING RIGHT NOW!%#(&%@ I looooooooooooooooove swinging. OF COURSE you had to the lyrics... Cause they rock.. teehee *kissy face*
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but yea i know how you feel......cuz well thats what im going through...when/if i sleep i sleep over 14 hours......when i eat i eat very lil if i eat at all....and then i just barf it up which is disgusting......i feel like im gonna break at any minute....drugs.....drugs are my escape...its bad...i need to stop thinking that way...i need to stop drinking and doing drugs all the time....im becoming an alcoholic.
the first thing i think when i wake up...is "fuuuck i wish i didnt do that...i wish i didnt open my eyes"
sorta sucks
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I've been throwing up the past two days too.
blah
When I wake up I'm just like "Jesus... not another day of nothing god dammit" and then I'll stay in bed for a few more hours before I finally get up and go to the couch.
SUCKS ASS!
*kissy face*
-Shaye-
<3
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I dream my life away
Today
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
Okay
I'm just a dreamer
Who's searching for the way
Today
I'm just a dreamer
Dreaming my life away
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im really sorry reality check kicked in. it sucks so much but don't worry. if u think good thoughts and pray to god he will help. don't get caught up in all the band things. it will just make it worse. believe me. if u guys need to talk about anything dude were all here. just call us up man.
much love
christina
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maybe have a little bbq and just hang.
That would rule everything.
You're a great friend Christina and I appreciate it a lot!
*kissy face*
-Shaye-
<3
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i was telling liz the other day how we should all go camping
the WHOLE KTM CREW.
love u :)
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and hey, bout that stuff. aim: casssssiopeia
email: kat_02_@hotmail.com ;)
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HAHAHAHA
I love you Kat.
Cause you're special in your own way
;)
I'll IM you next time you're on and we'll have a talk about that stuff fo sho
*kissy face*
-Shaye-
<3
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WERD
thats exactly how i feel/think....and it sux, but i dont even have a drivers license even if i did get a car...hopefully within the next 2 weeks i will have my license...then i will feel like i have accomplished a little something....cuz right now i feel like i will have to stay in Gustine forever...well...i hope ya feel better and stuff....think happy thoughts!...:-D
bye shaye
-Dame-
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Lovely...
Thoughts...
Thats from a movie.
I just don't remember which one.
hahaha
I love you Dammmmmien.
*kissy face*
-Shaye-
<3
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I love you Nin.
I WANNA SWING RIGHT NOW!%#(&%@
I looooooooooooooooove swinging.
OF COURSE you had to the lyrics...
Cause they rock..
teehee
*kissy face*
-Shaye-
<3
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-Dame-
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