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[smokeitup]

He told me not to think of him when I don’t have to. That he didn’t want me to worry. But him being in Iraq is fucking my head up. I jump when the phone rings…I keep waiting for the bomb to drop and someone tells me he is dead. I keep thinking of how I would react. What I would do…Its only normal though. Every person I ever care about dies or

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[eyeluvblindly]

Awww sweetie don't be sad...I know that it's hard for you not to be, but it felt like an appropriate thing to say...*babbling*

Keep your head up though, okay? I know it's not easy to have someone that you love out there but you have to believe that it's for the best, even though it's honestly seeming like for the worst. Just keep faith and pray for him (in some kind of way, because I know not everyone believes in God...*babbling again*).

So now you pick your head up, massage that body and carry on with your day and don't let anything phase you!!!!! MUAH!

Katrina

[smokeitup]

lol I'm trying..I just don't know what I would do. And haha I pray everyday. and dance..for my dance is prayer in motion. hehe...thanks you made me smile though *muah* have a good day!

[elmoangel03]

if it is meant to be then you will come back to each other!!!

[smokeitup]

lol..yeah thats the hope I hold on to!..thanks girlie.

[krayzee143]

Ugh, I understand your pain. All I can say is continue to pray for him and try not to constantly think of him as "what if he's dead???" Fuck, this is a hard one. Try to focus your thoughts and energy on other things for now. Hang in there, mmmkay?

[smokeitup]

haha @ "fuck this is a hard one!" hehe...yeah I agree..he just means SOO much to me..and it makes me sick to think of life without him..but hes right and so are you I should try not to think of it..it will just make me sick..thanks key *hugs* POST!!