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Jul 11, 2005 18:32

God I feel like shit. Fucking worthless. I want the numbness back...I was an idiot to uninstall it from my brain.

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axleblaze July 11 2005, 23:46:56 UTC
*hugs*
Your not worthless....feel better.

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deadsoul999 July 11 2005, 23:49:48 UTC
what's wrong?

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smoketheworld July 12 2005, 03:15:58 UTC
see below for a skeleton explanation.

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smoketheworld July 12 2005, 03:16:19 UTC
when you gonna hang out in town again, homes?!

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deadsoul999 July 12 2005, 14:33:27 UTC
i dunno probably thursday or friday nights...

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smoketheworld July 12 2005, 03:15:16 UTC
no I just fell down a bit. I'm getting freaked out due to closeness issues. I had a panic attack, I feel like a dick for having one in front of Casey and Nikki and ruining the vibe.

I've never felt so replaceable for such a long period of time. This doesnt feel remotely like me and I'm not handling it very well. I just need some time away from everything and everyone thats all. Get my confidence and self-esteem back.

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axleblaze July 12 2005, 06:21:23 UTC
I know how you feel :(
When I first started hanging out I felt so friggin unimportant and replaceable and I still do sometimes. It's a bad feeling to have especailly when your having such a good time with people. To think that it could all go away at a whim is so bad. *hugs again* I hope the feelings your having go away soon.

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becka_mouse July 13 2005, 02:10:58 UTC
i thought i told you to get ahold of me if you were feeling down to hear me attempt to sing the fraggle rock theme song and end up in embarrassed and hysterical giggle!!!!! *pouts*

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smoketheworld July 13 2005, 05:06:32 UTC
but but...I dont have your number!!!!

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