So everything sucks right now.

4-H fair has been in town since Monday and that is when Ben and I started fighting........................alot. I have decided that I am done playing his games for the last time. I cant handle it anymore because things are getting out of control. I just really wish that I could find someone that wants to go out with ( Read more... )

WHAT----------THE----------FUCK----------IS----------GOING----------ON----------?

I am so confused right now!

Went to 4-H again yesterday and had a blast. Amanda, Nicole and I got these flowers and these batons and we were hitting people with them and it was historical.

Ben, Grant, and Nick hung together all night and Amanda, Nicole, and I hung out all night..........it was pretty sweet. Ben was drinking and of course he got touchy and that was awesome I ( Read more... )

Just got back fair the 4-H fair and it was fun.

All of us but Maddie went and we all seperated and did our own things. Heidi and I were with Chelsea and DK, Colton was with Sam and Jenny, Jon did his own thing by tring to "mack on all the hotties"  and Ben spilt off and I guess he did the same, I really dont know what he did I didnt really see him ( Read more... )

I                    LOVE                    HIM

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BEN GOT A NEW CROTCH ROCKET YESTERDAY SO I AM GOING TO BE PLAYING WITH HIM ON THAT!

i hate it because i never know what to do. i mean i always tell heidi "follow your heart" but my heart is telling me to do something that i think might ruin everything.

my life is very confusing, even to me.

ever since heidi started school her and i have become more and more distant, i never talk to her anymore, and i dont know why. she is always ( Read more... )

So yesterday Mr. Brent took Heidi and I to the mall and I had so much fun, that man spent at least $500 on Heidi and I. Every store we walked into he wanted us to get something. So this is what we got..............

Me

bathing suit

shoes

belt

shorts

shirt

pillow

nose ring

hat

Heidi

shoes

earnings

nose ring

hat

pants

shirt

belt

The entire experience ( Read more... )

This weekend was so much fun. I wen to Cedar Point with Tia. It was the most fun I have ever had in a long time. Seriously, there want any complaining, bitching, or negativety that made my vacation bad. I am so glad that i went because i just needed to get away. Cedar Point was possibly the funnest weekend of my life. Especially because i spent it ( Read more... )

So franklin is the greatest person ever. I cant believe that I like him so much. I have never liked someone this much in my whole life, I didn’t even feel this way with benjamin. He gives me butterflies in my stomach and he makes me so extremely happy. Him and I talk all the time and I love it. Him and I are going to hang out on Saturday and I am ( Read more... )

God fuckin danm it.

The last couple of days have pretty much sucked big balls. Darcy never fails to yell every day at Heidi and I, and that is always awesome. And of course when she starts blaming things on me and Heidi that we didnt do, we take the blam for it because we dont want to hear her scream anymore then she has to. I know that sounds ( Read more... )