Day 9: Ain't no sunshine when she's gone and she's always gone too long anytime she goes away

[smokin_patch]

Fuck, keep forgetting to do these things. Sorry House, though somehow I think you'll live.

Day 50
Your Name: Badou Nails
Suicidal Ideation: 3/10
Homicidal Ideation: 5/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 3 or 4 hours or somethin' Wasn't really payin' all that close of attention.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dreamt I was warm and woke up fuck

Comments

[Pharos]

[deatharcana]

You wish to run away?

[smokin_patch]

Erm, I guess. Just want out of here one way or another. This place... gets to you after awhile.

I know you ain't him but... Ryo doin' okay?

[Pharos]

[deatharcana]

Unfortunate that you feel that way.

I believe he's alright, most likely he will wake up soon. I know he would try and help cheer you up once he is aware of your situation.

[smokin_patch]

Oh, why's that?

He's a good kid. You aren't so bad yourself just kinda... formal if that makes sense.

[smokin_patch]

Look Dem, just...

piss off.

[private]

[smokin_patch]

Oh yes, of course I will. Thank you Demyx for breaking my fucking heart. I'm so glad you decided what was best for me.

[blackknight_11]

Are you all right?

[smokin_patch]

Sure, fucking fantastic.

[blackknight_11]

Liar.

[smokin_patch]

Oh but such a pretty one.

[black_mauser]

Cried?

[smokin_patch]

Oh yes. Cleansed my soul as it were. Did me a world of good. You should try it sometime.

[black_mauser]

Why in the hell would I do that?

[smokin_patch]

I told you it cleanses the soul. Why after a good cry I get a cup of tea and the world just seems like a shiny, new place.

[ilymother]

Are you.. okay?

[smokin_patch]

I'm... I'll be okay, eventually I suppose. But it's nothing.

How're you doing?

[ilymother]

Badou. . . It has to be something if it's bothering you this much.

Alright, I think.

[smokin_patch]

Yeah well... Dem just decided he'd rather not. S'nothing big.

You sure about that?