winter makes me morbid, and i just wanna fuck you.... up.

i surf without a wetsuit praying for hypothermia and take photos of dead squirrels, those cute fuzzy little fuckers, they're cuter dead.

homecoming sucked as usual, fuck ya. getting drunk after has dulled my memory of it, thank satan, and i don't like jeff he;s cute... but he's too ummm... ( Read more... )

this makes 4.

oh god i love how people think they know me... but you're so so mistaken, so i laugh and laugh until tears stream down my face, what a circus this society. clarity is always welcome, fuck confusion, mystery is fun, confusion can die.

oh boy i am i not well adjusted for being paid for, too adorable to feel ill at ease for too long. at least if i get ( Read more... )

heedy or is it heady? mmmm...
tonight sweet and simple, and oh boy does he smell good.
kiss goodnight in the rain, perfect, i ditched the umbrella. it's lonely now.
i love rainy nights, you can snuggle under your covers, by yourself or w/ someone else and it's insta happy/contentness. bed time.

( long ass entry for a long ass night )

today was mah pa's 50th birthday, and like we always do on b-days we ate at the delicious il bocaccio, any one eaten there? (probably not) it's the best ( Read more... )

 such fun today, i bought my beau. dress, and basically had fun pointing out cute men to my mother and then flirting with them... she rolled her eyes and said stop that, it's mean. it's a thrill, i don't know them and never will (sadly, they are quite handsome) so  what's wrong with playing coy mona lisa, but not breaking your gaze? that's always a ( Read more... )

( a day )

( red oil mouth )

my eyes hurt... i can't believe i'm still at school, this is so lame! bah. i'm playing chess waiting for nick to finish... i could've walked home by now... mer... ziegler won't play me chess... i just asked lindsey, pshh. ok i'm rambling..."i was born a rambling man" ummm yea. you know what's gross, now ziegler is talking to the computer hahahaha ( Read more... )