damn guys its benn a long ass time...well shit...what is there to say or update about. my life is pretty much the same as always. just takin it one step at a time. chillin with christie and charline. i mean i would chill with these other bitches kali and carley but they dont like me anymore. they never call and whenever i call and want to do ( Read more... )

i hate guys
i hate this world
i hate myself
and now im gonna go die.

oh what what tomorrow is my birthday. just in case you all wanted to know. i will be 16. and yeah that is about it. i hope that it is a good time. i hope that i actually get to see my fucking boy friend since i havent fucking seen him in like 4 days and that is some bullshit. but whatever. i love you guys. and carley kali and i miss you guys ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD IT IS ALMOST MY B-DAY!!!! WHAT ARE YOU ALL GETTING ME?????

so last night my boyfriend jared broke up with me. we werent by eachother all night. and then we were about to leave he said that he needed to talk to me and i knew right fucking there what he was going to say. so we went to go talk and he asked if i knew what he was going to say and i said ":are you breaking up with me" and he just kind of looked ( Read more... )

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fucking bitches.
fuck you and fuck everyone else.
fuck this world.
fuck this life.
fuck it all.

today was a good day. i thought that i wasnt going to get to see jared because he has work from 3:30 until midnight and he didnt have a ride over here before that. but then mike brought him over here before work so i could see him. i was so happy. so we hung out for like a half an hour and smoked a cigerette. then he had to go to work but he didnt ( Read more... )

you know what really pisses me off. two facedness. i mean when people talk shit. and then become someones friend again what the fuck is that bullshit. i mean i am sure that you can all say forgive and forget but that is bullshit. i mean maybe it is because i am in a bad mood right now so i am just pissed off and shit. but whatever. i mean it wasnt ( Read more... )

well christie just came home for lunch and guess who she brought. fuicking meghan what the hell is that bullshit. fuck that shit. i hate that bitch. she is lucky that i am a guest in this house or she would be hurt real bad right now. fuck this i am so pissed. FUCK!!!