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[smoothluclovin]

Wow. Busy weekend. It feels like i haven't sat down since it started. The wedding was beautiful. I never realized how honored i would feel walking my sister down the aisle. But when it got to that point, the significance hit me so hard that i could barely keep the tears out of my eyes. She looked amazing. Honest to God, i've never seen her

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[lovelynights]

the thought of you crying is so sweet <3

[smoothluclovin]

hahaha girls are suckers for that stuff <3

[blizzardbebe]

2 things.

1. you walked your sister down the aisle at her wedding, and don't put pictures up? come ON.
2. i've been on your list for awhile now and you seem to repeat the same pattern over and over. you like a girl, then it gets more serious, and you lose interest. you're young, so it's ok. but as an old lady of 26, let me tell you this. the person you end up with won't be what you expect. get to know the girl if you enjoy spending time with her...you might be surprised. my boyfriend now is the kind of guy that i wouldn't have considered dating when i was younger...but i've never been happier, and we're talking about moving in together. just open your mind to the girl.

[feiistyangel]

I totally agree with you... it's hard to figure out someone in a few short days, you have to take the time to get to know them.. you find love in the weirdest places! Like you said, the person you end up with won't be what you expect. :)

[smoothluclovin]

lol the wedding was on Saturday so i haven't gotten any pictures yet =X

Dudeeeee it's not really like that. I haven't even really been with many girls in the last year or so. There's probably only been 4 chicks that i actually came somewhat close to "seeing". Jessica i did see but she was caught up on me being a prep or whatever. So that wasn't my fault! Jenn, i liked a lot! But she stopped calling me back after our first date so that's not me either. The mustache chick.... well yeah, that was me. =/ But it's not like i've cut this new girl off yet. I'm just emotionally claustrophobic or something. The thought of my freedom being restricted honestly frightens me. And yah, i know you're right about her maybe being more fit for me than i think. It's just my natural reaction to run, i guess. Thanks for the advice <3

[ditzyandhyper]

But, on the other hand, i'm scared to spend time with her because i know each time i do is, inevitably, going to lead me to the commitment stage.

I know exactly how you feel. Hold on, Luc. You'll figure it all out in your head. Maybe I will too. <33

[smoothluclovin]

Thanks <3 i hope so!

[x_chikia_x]

You're ...me. F'reals. I like talking to someone new because there's no expectations at first...but then as you continue talking to them, it builds into something bigger and I'm scared that either 1. I'll hurt someone by not wanting what they want or 2. I'll want it and I'm scared of getting hurt cause of it.
Good luck with the girl <3 Just get to know her before you jump to any sort of conclusions
And aww@ your sister's wedding <3

[smoothluclovin]

Yah i get #1 especially. Yah, i'm gonna try to put a hold on my flee urges to see how it plays out <3

Re: if the chemistry is there...

[smoothluclovin]

Thanks, bro! I'd be happy if she was even half as proud of me as i am of her. Yah, i'll try not to jump the gun ;)