I'm packed. ready. Route 70 is about to become my best friend. Shits about to get crazy.

This is what life's all about. makin it count. livin like this could be your last.

bert! thanks i'll cya in boulder hopefully ;)

I'm back to my old ways of bumming. this is a good thing. I no longer feel like I have to keep myself busy in order to stay sane. It's nice. I can just sit and reflect and not feel sad or worried or scared. I knew I would be okay, eventually, but I never dreamed it would be this soon. Sometimes you surprise yourself. And sometimes people really ( Read more... )

Welp. The only way left to go is up. My flu and strep are goners. I made up the exam I missed. My birthday is behind me. So I will turn up my corny techno remix CD, raise my head, and keep going. Maybe even smile... if i find a good reason :)

I'm at Heidi's. I picked her up on the side of the road yesterday. Her tire flew off. Ha. I'm not gonna go as far as to say it was a blessing in disguise but I'm really glad I got to see her. Our friendship has turned into a pretty amazing one and I'm very thankful for that ( Read more... )

crash and burn. I have some serious thinking to do. And some serious strength to build within myself.
I just need some time and then things will be ok. I hope.

On a good note: I just got into my nuerobiology class and now my schedule is absolutly complete and ready for graduation. 4 months and 4 days until FREEEDOM!

I woke up people on all three floors last nite. er. early this morning. Why does it sometime take a random drunken tuesday to figure emotions/things out. Sometimes I think that I don't even know how I feel about things until I'm crying and I have to figure out why. I realized a few things a wrote them down and in the morning was so glad I did ( Read more... )

My 21 year old cousin got engaged. And 12 hours later got married. As Matt say's I can't believe him out of all of us was the first. So Matt's an uncle, which is hilarious in itself, and I have a new cousin and 2 new little 2nd cousins? whack. I am however,extremely happy for him ( Read more... )

I have everything I could have ever wanted. Things couldn't really be going much better. Why is it that I have no idea what to do with myself ( Read more... )

This conversation took place about 8:30 am.

( whoa )

Why do I get the feeling that all my friends are just fading on me.

and it seems some of them are doing it on purpose.