Maybe I just couldn't deal with the disappointment again so soon. I mean, I had just had the greatest disappointment of my life. Maybe, it was just too soon for me to be able to deal with another one. Even though I knew in the beginning, and still know now, that it could never work. In spite of the inevitable outcome, maybe psychologically I found ( Read more... )

As a future scientist, I am infuriated ( Read more... )

There is this voice inside my head. For some reason the same question pops into my head all the time. This question that I ask myself over and over and I have no idea why I ask myself this question. I've been asking myself this question for years. It disappeared for a long while. Since I started seeing Bryan I've been asking myself this question ( Read more... )

He might be leaving today. We discussed it briefly last night, but I never got a straight answer out of him as to whether or not he was. We had another fight last night, obviously since we discussed him leaving ( Read more... )

I'm going to tell you what he did. It may not make sense to you if I haven't included important details in previous blogs, but you might catch the significance so I'm going to tell you anyway ( Read more... )

I am having a horrible...Year. But to highlight this week ( Read more... )

I confronted him ( Read more... )

This is perhaps arranged like a poem ( Read more... )

The Unsent Letter ( Read more... )

I wonder if my life will ever get any easier ( Read more... )