otay. so i know i've already updated today. but, i have a few things to say to some of you. and i'm tired of staying quiet. so here it goes...
you
yes. we've hit our ups and downs.
and yes. we've fought.
but, we always seem to make up.
and i'm sick and tired of being used.
it's been over a year and you have YET to repay anything that has been given to you.
i'm sick and tired of trying to be nice.
you have taken advantage of me too many times and i'm done.
i've had enough.
next
i'm not betraying you by talking to her.
you both have put me in the middle and i'm sorry.
i can't help the fact that i love you both.
you're my best of the best and i want to be there for both of you.
GET OVER YOURSELVES!
your turn
again. yes...again.
it's not the first time.
i know you've talked shit about me before.
i'm not stupid.
i'm not oblivious.
actually, scratch that.
i am stupid.
because i continue to deal with it.
i take your shit.
i still consider you one of my best guy friends. even after all the shit you've talked.
i still love you.
and always will.
i just have to learn to hide it when i'm upset.
and now its your turn
i'm tired of the 3 thing.
you know i love you.
and i can never stay mad at you.
but i don't want to deal with this anymore.
you say you don't realize when it happens.
no offense...
but how is that possible?
get over yourself!
lastly...
don't think you're off the hook.
i'm tired of you keeping it inside and then exploding at me and telling me you don't care.
you can be so fucking selfish!
and it hurts.
you know i would give anything for you.
and for you to shove it back in my face...
that's total bullshit.
i love you.
you know that.
always will.
no matter what.