i pick up : "Dude, seriosuly, when are you getting a sex changeoperation so we can just be a couple ?

see dark_starry s live journal for the rest

so after last night, i asked what was going on, and i needed an answer and so its' over, not by any stupid reason i've thought of , but an official no from him.

I. want. Avery. I dont' know what the hell is wrong with me, i just want him. i miss kissign him, and the way he felt next to me, i miss how good he felt ALL the itme, he was just so incredibly comfortable to me, and i havn't found that here, and right now i dont' even care to look.i want to be his girlfriend, I even miss how much he pisses me ( Read more... )

going out to a concert tonight- first tiem out in boston. unfortunatly, i odn't think it'll involve any alcohol...alsa i think i'm gonna be sober here mroe often than in nYC...this could possible be a good thing ( Read more... )

corset tops are NOT fun when you've consumed too much food ( Read more... )

i have too much time on my hands and nobody to fill it with ( Read more... )

todya i received another letter from Marc Weiss, president of student affairs at NYU ( yeah, i'm not there any more, but i've still go the e-mail) the letter contained another notice of the suicide of an NYU student. she was a grad student at Tish. As last year came to a close, i guess i thought that this was resolved, at least on some level, that ( Read more... )

so here i am, doing nothing because there's nothign scheduled for hte next few days. mone in was fine- yeah no more living with the mother. i'm currently listening ot spoon- thank you Love. and i have new ID and i don't look like a freak in it!!! i had dessert with my mandy yesterday, and it was fun. i had this weid sensation because it felt like ( Read more... )

forget everyone else, i'f found incubus!!! k, yeha yeah yeah they've been around for a while but i'm a little slow on the uptake soemtimes. i kept on hearing htem mentioend on hte radio in Cali, and was like....hmmmm maybe i should get their new CD, and i DO like warning. so i got the CD's and now have aquired the other 2, and OMG the soudns they ( Read more... )

has taken the spot of furiously posting and IMing people. dont' worry about a month untill THAT's all throught wiht. anyway, i'm currently at home with nothing to do, no one ot hang out with, and it sucks. granted, much of this is my fault. see, after the horror that was senior year and a DISASTEROUS summer- i mean seriosuly my 'senior week' was a ( Read more... )