I ran through my coughing to feel this head burning... settling and swallowing itself whole like the son of man in his finest. I was unaware of the cannibal instinct that lay jerking itself off in the back of my eyes. I was unaware of my narcissistic prey cloaking itself as unfocused fear at the peak of his defucked confidence. But as I lay,
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Have you ever just felt totally useless, stupid, and no good? Have you ever felt like no one REALLY liked you, and at any moment you'd be left behind for no one and the abyss that surrounds them?
There was a howling lack of love who told me to be patient, screaming; “this is it! You’ve crashed! Hold on...” I believed the voice, and I’m sorry to say, got swept up in the god-awful feelings that are now clinging on my fingers. It isn’t that I regret letting it come this far. In fact, in hindsight I know it couldn’t have gone any other way but
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