I started college. I really just don't like it. Huh, kinda sad. My birthday is on saturday, I was going to go to canada. But Not anymore. I'm just gonna get fucked up here and try and forget that I hate my life. Damn, I need to work on not being so damn depressed. I don't really have anything else to say.

I'm hurt and I don't know how to fix it.

It's been about forever since I wrote in here. I start college on monday. I really don't want to go, I was so excited at first and now I'm kind of like blah. I miss summer. I miss all of my friends. I miss hanging out with them. I hate that I'm here, stuck. Ugh things always seem to get worse when you're down. I know that I'm going to kill my car ( Read more... )

hmm not too much to say. I've been spending this week in waterville Ohio. Watching my dog, that stays at my moms. She went up north. She comes home on thursday. I'm here till effing Friday. It's so boring and the dog insists on eatting at my feet. if that isn't annoying. I am so tired coz i have to get up with him every morning at 7am to let him ( Read more... )

here it is. almost 7am and I still haven't slept yet. I wonder what keeps me up all the time. I mean after a while it starts to get realy old. anyways...

I just finished my last cigarette...and the sun is coming up what could be worse? oh yeah that's right I know. Temptation. pretty much sucks right about now. it's making me what to do thing I ( Read more... )

So I haven't wrote in here in for ever and a day. I graduated high school. Woot! Chillin looking for a job ( Read more... )

so today marks my last full day of high school. tomorrow i have 4,5, and 6th hour. last early world civ class, last english class. wow its really over. hard to believe. well all i gotta say is....Peace the fuckout!


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wow i havent wrote in here in forever. holy crap. so im in school still waiting for garrett. schools ending soon. i cant wait till then! i just want it over. weve got like 19days left then prom and then graduation. i still need to figure out my open house eek! :-X im bored with life i need to 'jazz' it up... soon. rent was awesome. my last spring ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas

Happy Hanukkah

Happy Kwanza

To all, and to all a goodnight.

1. i ____ Amber ( Read more... )

damn...let me tell you i jus...yeah i never slept so much in a whole weekend ( Read more... )