Will life ever get easier?
Will things, even one thing just go the way you want it?

I too feel alone and betrayed sometimes.
I sometimes wonder is this the life I want... or is life even what I want?

So... I guess I could update this more often ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel as if she is more important than me...
like she can make you happier than i can.

that life and everything in it fucking sucks ( Read more... )

im really happy lately, and its a good thing.

i love you, ashley tiff, kail, jax, andie, rissa,amber and everyone that i hang out with and have a good time!!!

I dont the little things have been bugging me lately. i just want to tell someone to fuck off all the time.
so moody its kind of getting rediculus.
like as im writing this im moody and just want to tell someone off.
whatever like it matters...to anyone anymore.
its all just ignored now.

Things are going pretty good.
havent updated in a long ass time.
Ide have to say good for the time, have a job, have amazing friends that i would do anythign for.
And i have that special perosn that i always wanted and never thought would happen :)
Cant complain,
taking break from school, but still going.

so basically...
Starting to like my job alot more
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O gezzz, why is it that sometime thinking gets you so down>?
i guess im just gonna have to think about all this shit and try not to get to low, why is it that things happen at the worse times>?
why cant everything just work out for once? why cant people just chill out sometime, and not take everything to the damn max?
ok im gonna stop because im just ( Read more... )

Friends, best friends for so long and then it just stops... why i ask myself?
and the answer i get is i dont know. Is it really that bad, am i really that bad? 
I never ever thought that the friendship would end, nor did i want it to end.
And i still dont see the drastic chnage in me, i admit that there is or has been
a change but i didnt think it was ( Read more... )

Boys and girls wanna here a true story
Saturday night was at this real wild party
They had the liquor overflowin' the cup
About 5-6 strippers tryin' to work for a buck
Took one girl outside with me
Her name was Lonnie
She went to junior high with me
I said, "Why you up in there dancin' for cash?"
I guess a whole lot has changed since I seen you ( Read more... )