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He consumes me. Bill. I feel like if he wanted to divulge how he felt sometimes I'd know a lot more about him. James has been very consuming lately as well, preferably of the Sean persuasion but Roger has been trying to work his way into my heart.
On another note, my sister got engaged. My mom was telling me how she wants my brother to walk her down the aisle, and my grandpa will give her away, and it just made me so angry to think about how big of a douchebag my dad is. When he didn't come to graduation I remember thinking "I bet he'll pretend to forget about my wedding, too" and oddly enough, the blatant reality of that happening has been presented to me.
On yet another not so happy note, "Gentile was arrested on charges including possession of hypodermic syringes. After being processed at Rockaway Township police headquarters, he was released to the custody of Denville police."
My brain can't even comprehend anymore of this heroin nonsense. IDK. I wish someone would help him.
I wish my job started sooner so I could take Bill out and do more things, but then I realize I have the most fun sitting around watching movies with him. There were a couple of times this week that we were messing around and I thought that if I was younger and saw that from an outside view, I'd wish it to be my future.