I've got a lot on my mind. That's all.

If you find yourself here on my side of town
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore
I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar

I can't believe it's really over. I don't think I can handle this. I've been crying all night. I've been driving a lot. I even got so sick I threw up ( Read more... )

So I'm sick. I threw up once already today.

Is it possible to be sick from a bad thing that happened?

It kills me to see her online and I can't talk to her.

I just want this to be over and I want to be normal with her again.

I'm lost right now. I wish I knew what lies ahead for me.

And... I love her.

What the fuck did I do to deserve any of this.

I fucking hate my life.

Another night crying alone in my bed. Call me a baby or a wuss or whatever. I couldnt care less at this point. Why can't it just be the way it was? We don't cuddle. I miss little things like that. I miss having a cute relationship where we exchange random 'i love you's for no reason. She talks to other people for hours while I beg for ( Read more... )

I just need someone to talk to.

Anyone will do.

I fuckin hate my life.