so, you hate your life
you hate our sex
you hate my makeup
you hate my friends
you hate when i sleepover
you hate my tv shows
you hate when i call too much
you hate when i want to hang out
you hate when i speak
you hate when i want to kiss you
you hate me.

what do you want and why me?

My feel for you, boy, is decaying in front of me
Like the carrion of murdered prey
And all I want is to save you, honey
Or the strength to walk away

Wont do no good to go no distance
The space between us is as boundless as the dark
Wont do no good to throw no fist, babe
You cant intimidate me back into your arms

I hope this time I end it for real.

Stacia got arrested last night!!

Wearing a cop costume!!!

Fucking hilarious but really shitty at the same time. She got pulled over drunk and with maryjanne. Poor chick.

Poor me, too! I snuck out and fell asleep at fucking Nick's after Stacia's. Man I haven't changed at all! I did the exact same thing last year on this weekend. I snuck out and fell ( Read more... )

WOW that didn't take long. hahaha he was like

come over

no

why?

cuz i don't want to and i'd rahter watch tv or something.

Okay if he decides he's interested again I know exactly what I'd say.

I'm high and somehow it just sounds amazing for some reason. I guess 'cause it's true.

I'm fucking over it, loser.

It sounds goofy but I feel like "loser" is such a harsh word. It's just like you're fucking worthless. Like you're not even a dick, you're a friggin failure. You just  ( Read more... )

I will break this bottle over your head if you don't go upstairs right now.

That would be like giving you crack.

Not to be a nice person or anything, but that gave me butterflies.

You're a natural beauty.

You look real cute in your dress.

I'm really glad I met you; it changed my life.

Sorry, I had to go pick up my truant daughter.

Sometimes, ( Read more... )

I'm going through one of my weird withdrawl stages. Maybe it's cuz I haven't taken my meds all summer, I dunno. I just don't care about anyone. I'm really thankful that Elise always comes over even though I've never invited her. She could be out doing whatever but she always wants to do nothing with me and sleepover and stuff and it's the only ( Read more... )

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

so much.

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

 It's like... when I'm with him I just feel fucking furious. Just so fucking mad. Every fucking word he utters makes me so PISSED off I just want him to shut the fuck up no matter what it is. During conversations I get this feeling like I want to cry i'm just so angry and sometimes when I get home I do. I just feel this fiery ball of a rage when i' ( Read more... )

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