its a new year a new day aa new house a new way ( Read more... )

yeah so either way shits cahnged you know.

hmmmmmm. life stealer. again yes. god damn give me cartridge world.

maybe i should just shoot myself in my fucking head. thatd be pretty cool you know. fuck that

i get so depressed and pissed i could killl myself over absolutely nothing. sometimes i stay up till 4 in the morning just being angry, and thinking irrational thoughts. i get all fucking pissed and upset to the point where i dont go back to sleep i stay up and hate and hate and hate and get sadder and sadder and sadder. i hate looking at things in ( Read more... )

tatarat/ this time it is a good one.

but they are wrong . or maybe they are right? i dont know. it kinda pisses me off when all my friends are too busy for me so i give the fuck up and then they all wonder what the fuck happened to me. well maybe im fucking dead to you all? maybe i lost touch? got jaded in our friendship? well im dead to the world thats waht happened. im changing and ( Read more... )

school is muthafukcing out man. i mfreaking hte fuck out. last night i saw the omen, that shit was fucking rad . im pretty sure i was the only one in there with upside down crosses tattooed on my thighs. how awesome. any ways the other day was 666 and it wasnt anywhere near what everyone said it to be, i t was ok though. me and sierra took pictures ( Read more... )

today i leave for oregon. to bury the ashes of my grandfather. i think i am ready, i know i am. i wrote a little something to say at his funeral. it means a lot to me. there is someone in my life right now who means soooooooo much to me . she is there for me everytime i need her, she comforts me in every way possible no matter what she always seems ( Read more... )

this weekend was cool