ruminating

[snallison]

so i am putting your burgundy shirt, the one with the amended collar, on a hanger, and i feel an earthquake between my breast bone and my guts. why do i secretly want to be your housewife? and i have to stop working to drink coffee and post to my little blog, to capture this moment, and it so apparent to me that i would be a terrible housewife i

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[skiptomylou]

>today you asked me to be home for you tonight, and the first thought that crossed my mind was >that i had done something wrong and you were going to break up with me.

True story. My boss calls me into his office. My first thought is "i'm getting fired" and he's, you guessed it, giving me a raise.

>why do i always leap to abandoment?
Once again, I'm the same way. Cos we're afraid, yes?

>a terrible housewife i have to laugh at myself.
Nah. You've got that cooking, organizing, caring thing down pat. ...you'd need free reign to screw every repairman and small business owner within a while of your cul de sac, though.

hi baby

[djmermaid]

Love to you. Let's talk soon!

xoxoxoxox,

- M

Re: hi baby

[snallison]

yes! my cell phone is dead and i haven't been on instant messenger much lately. i will call you today.