for my life to contain so much goodness amidst all this uncertainty?

in the r productions tribe
by the way all you foolz that have partied at my house better join it

pics in the gallery and this thread

from an email i sent to nifer:

>i love imperfections, even teeny butt pimples. i love snoring. i love
>when they smell a little ripe, when they're sick, when they bitch. i
>love humanity in my lovers.

don't you?

(this has been a public service announcement to remind you to quit feeling so freakin' insecure already.)

the past 7 days have held large quantities of happiness with pockets of grief. jason ended our trysts on friday, the day before prom and the weekend before valentines day. this time its for real, because when he changes his mind and comes back to me i will not have him. i am through being yanked around ( Read more... )

-having fun with the webcam ( Read more... )

Just in time for Valentines Day, you are cordially invited to the R Productions High School Prom this Saturday February 12th at 9:00 pm, with coronation of the Prom King & Queen at Midnight. The dress will be formal ( Read more... )

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its not red, its hot pink and i still cringe when i look in the mirror. only compliments thus far, but i wish those who didn't love it would speak their truths too. ok maybe not really ( Read more... )

kind of cool valentines day thingey:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/140205/

who knows, you may be on there!

the best thing about my job is that i'm really good at it. when they give me work, that is. fortunately, i'm also really good at jacking off until they do.

i am having deja vu today. scheming, per usual. me, heathen, starchy, davor, djmermaid, brent, trisha, karen, and matthew are all meeting up at my house tonight around 6:30. we're going to dress up like ballerina's and ( Read more... )