where I decide that my lj poetry is worth salvaging and start compiling everything I've written since my last collection ( Read more... )

decision to drown in my sorrows for one day by staying in my pjs ( Read more... )

So today I'm refusing to remove the pjs.... I only make an exception for bathing, in that if I want to maximize my time in my pjs it's best to keep them dry so I don't feel compelled to remove them later ( Read more... )

giving up on making my life into a movie.

apparently, coney island is changing hands.

http://www.nydailynews.com/news/local/story/475507p-400021c.html

I think I might have to spend the entire summer there. Who's gonna join me?

I can't get to sleep ( Read more... )

yesterday night i took an emotional wellness night ( Read more... )

i actually realize today that the thing i believe in most probably is love... my obsession with studying empathy is an indication of that.....

I don't know if I believe in love anymore. A girl I know said that love is like carrying around breast milk. It hurts and hurts until you give it away, and sometimes it even hurts when you give it, but you've got to give it. I can feel that. I know I carry around this love that it hurts not to give I just don't believe in my capacity to give it ( Read more... )

I realized I haven't posted an entry for a while....
some eek a bee just landed on my keys